My regrets are few

Hi, it's the 18th today, and tomorrow will be the 19th. I'll be off to Mecca soon. Right now I'm feeling excited and nervous. Excited because of many reasons ; it's been so long since the last time I went to the airport to board on a plane, excited to pray in Masjidil Haram,Nabawi and all the other mosques. Burhan described that it was very cooling when he prayed and excited for the journey that awaits. Whenever I tell people that I'm going to Mecca for Umrah, they say " Bestnya " I never realised how it could be bestnya until now. ( Chill lah, Im the type that crosses the bridge when I get to it) I've packed everything. Im nervous because it's Mecca we;re going to. The holy land. Anything can happen there and I want things to go smoothly. Also because I don't feel so good leaving Daniel alone with Mak Tok and Tok Ayah. I'm more worried about my grandparents than Daniel. He will survive. haha

I've planned my post SPM well. For the past 11 days I've been out everyday without fail and hey there's a limit to everything. That 11 days was like a reward from myself to really enjoy since I really did study my ass off. You study hard, you party hard as well. After Umrah, i'm starting on my driving lessons and work stuff like finding out about my tertiary education plans. Nicky was an angel to tell me everything about his plans cause he went to the Edu fair last week. He's planning to take the fast track foundation at President College and he will be off to Russia in Auguts 2010. I don't mind Russia or Australia.

Oh, and I want to share this picture of myself in tudung. I really really really like it. haha. I don't look like how I look in school tudung. Okay, maybe the face and smile macam semacam kan. haha

Nah syakir! This is the HAJJAH ESAH yang buat Air Sirrrrrrap for Asrrraaaap. hahaha
(': Now whenever I make myself sirap, you two come to my mind and omg, boleh mimpi buat sirap for you guys lagi. Serious, tak tipu. I dreamt serving you guys sirap.

The least I can do is to pray for everyone's success. 92's not to worry.But if you want anything specific, just let me know. :)

Wake up, Sun shines

Banyak gila orang lahir on the 17th December kan haha. Like I have a long list of people. Anyway, yesterday was a good day. Woke up late because I slept at 6am the night before, chatting with Nadhirah and Zulaikha. It was our little attempt to make Nad happy and I had things to update Nad with. Slept after Subuh prayers. Honestly, I haven't been waking up for Subuh lately. I set the alarm and I tell myself 5 minutes and end up falling asleep till like 11.30 am.Followed Mum to Ou since she was gonna meet up with her friends at Chocolate Lounge. I went to F21 to find a long sleeve shirt for Umrah. Went into other shops as well. There's this one nice top at Topshop, but its like Rm218. The assistant at the changing room was really really nice, omg I've never met anyone that nice at Topshop. Whenever I enter that shop, the workers there semua budget sombong. Menyampah k.

I didn't know where to go, so I went to Padini. Tried on this off shoulder dress. As I walking out of the changing room, I saw Marie! Omg, it's been TOO long since the last time I saw / hugged her. She gives me the most comfortable hugs . (': She was getting accessories for Prom with her boyfriend. We hugged like three times. haha. Lepaskan rindu. Oh, also met Ryan. haha. He said " Ive never seen you in anything but school uniform". After saying goodbye to him I realized, wei Farewell Party hari tu and Interact Dinner, -.-'. haha

Went to Warehouse. You know the things there are like really nice but expensive? Well, I decided to try on this very nice dress. But it didn't fit me well. Wtf, size 12 pun tak muat. Okay, I could fit into size 10 in Dorothy Perkins okay. Bought a ring from Diva and a necklace from F21.
Also got my Toffe Nut Latte from Starbucks, been wanting Starbucks since SPM ended.Mum took me to lunch and we went to Cupcake Chic to get cupcakes, d'uh what else?

Went home, Naa called. She asked me if I had a printer. Printer = yes. Ink = no. Told me she had chicken pox. Aww, kesian. She couldnt go anywhere. I decided to bake her cupcakes. ( Haniff cakap " Bodoh sha, she has chicken pox, mana boleh makan telur) I didn't know that you couldnt eat eggs! haha. Also it was her mother's birthday the next day, so I gave them 5 cupcakes. My cupcakes are not as presentable as Waa's or Emeilee's but heck they taste good. haha.
Walked to her house even though it was raining. We gave each other air hugs . haha

Qistina Azaman turns Seventeen on the Seventeenth December! Wanted to throw her a surprise party, but I couldnt get people, so I decided to surprise her myself. I wanted to wake her up from her sleep at 9 am, but I overslept and woke up at 9.am. Rushed and when I reached her house, her mother said she was already bathing. Quickly went up quietly, shocked her sister ,Aiesya ( she screamed when she saw me) haha and screamed SURPRISE when I got into her room. She was wet with only her towel on. haha. " Nasib my towel tak terjatuh,Sha". haha. (':
I planned to bring a balloon and some of those party popper things, but I didn't have the time to buy them. ( Abang's car is at the workshop). Hehe, we had breakfast with her mother before heading to the pool for a swim.


We've been wanting to swim since last year okay. I didn't want to swim during her open house because there were too many boys. Today, the pool was ours. (: We used the time to catch up with things and update each other with our love life. haha. Aiesya took pictures for us. I wore my glasses cause my face wasn't really underwater. Would be uber cool to have a water resistant camera la! Nak sangat.


It was getting hot, so we went home and bathe. Aunty Shima sent us to One Utama at 1pm. She was going to my house later at 2pm. Mum spontaneously invited her friends over since Aunty Finas wanted to come over. They celebrated Aunty Mahani ( Naa's Mum) birthday day.
Qis and I first went into Cotton On cause she was searching for a cardigan. Met Ezerene at GSC and we went to TGI Friday's to have lunch. Ezerene and Qis were both looking very very pretty okay. Iqbal came and we ordered. We had Three for all,Fried Mac and Cheese and Sizzling Chicken and Cheese, I CANNOT get enough of the Fried Mac and Cheese. My favourite! And the loaded potato skin! Informed them that it was her birthday. There were very little people and though there were only the 4 of us, it was very nice of the TGIF waiters to sing to Qis. She gave this very long speech to us for being her friends. Awww.♥ Watched Love Happens since there were no other good movies. Storm Warriors whathefuck is not our thing.

Birthday girl looked like a princess , so pretty okay.

Iqbal . He's from Bangi.


Ezerene *wink wink*


Ezerene cakap I sopan. haha


So obvious they both like each other.
But sweeeeet la.

Love Happens was okaaaaaay la. I cried. HAHAHA. Tajuk dia tak kena la. Wasn't really about love tau. More like how this guy who is a hypocrite, helping others to move on after a death of a loved one.OH, I met many people today! Bryan and his little brother, oh so cute. But he's cuter in his prefect uniform that small boy. haha. Nicholas and Heng, Nav at the escalator, he did that sound and I thought it was some freaky indian dude, so i ignored. haha. Many juniors yang pandang I semacam. Was hoping to meet some other friends but whenever I HOPE, never happens one. Aunty Shima picked us up at 6.30pm. Jam gila wei, cant remember the last time I saw the jam around Ou. I like how I can get along with new people easily. It was my second time with Ezerene and my first with Iqbal. Iqbal's a nice guy too, he's life friendly gila. Other guys that Ive met for the first time budget hot, sombong gila babi.

Oh, we went to this shop, can't remember the name, same row as MCKY and all, Qistina tried on a dress, Ezerene and I then went into the changing room to help her out and give out opinions, then the dress got stuck at the chest.haha. Orgasm in the changing room. Omg, this Iqbal dude is so funny. haha


It was a good day. Agak satisfying when you do good deeds.

SJ's Prom ;Angels and Demons

I decided to go to SJ's Prom since I haven't seen my old friends in the longest time. They're my friends since Primary school. They've seen me before I hit puberty and also during my Zaman Kegelapan. haha.

Their Prom Committee had problems , until Elroy and Ika decided to take control and organized everything.Izreen bought a table so I only had to pay Rm 100.

(Dad bought a new camera, a dSLR i think, and Daniel was like ' work it, work it')

I did my hair and I really really like it! On the way to Subang, Abang accidentally hit the car infront of him at the junction. Abang was looking right to see if there were cars coming, and since there weren't any for a very long time, he thought the car infront of him ahd already moved so, he hit the accelerator and before I could warn him, he hit the Honda. I was relieved once I saw a Malay woman getting out of the car. It's a lot easier to deal with these type compared to a man of any raace because men are aggressive and some women are bitches on the road with this typ,e cakap je " Assalamualaikum", she'll know you're Islam too, then maybe she would be lenient. haha. Her car had the smallest dent, it was almost unnoticeable! Our Myvi however was badly damaged. Mum and Dad were at the hospital when it happened. She called her husband, and her husband was very rude to Abang. Okay, tak kesah if you're older but still. He asked RM 500 from Abang to pay for the damage and Abang was unhappy with that. Her husband think Abang's one of the hit and run teenager, like dia ingat kitorang ni budak budak mentah. -.-'

So we called Dad and brought the woman to the Police Station. At first, the officer was very snobbish. But after Abang wrote down the details he was supposed to, the officer saw Abang's name and thought it was nice and unique. haha. After finding out that abang studies Law at Uitm, he became friendlier. haha. The women however was unlucky since her police officer was so fierce. It rained heavily, like really heavy. The police station went black out a few times. Since I was in my dress and uncomfortable , I talked to the women. After everything was settled, we ran in the rain to get to the car. ( The damage is so bad, the left door could not be opened). My shoes and dress got wet. ): Went home since it might not be safe to drive to subang. Waited for my parents to come and they sent me to Holiday Villa, Subang.

Sat with Adiba,Izreen and their dates, Kareshma,and a few boys. Food was served Chinese style. Two dishes came after another. The butter prawns was so good. That was like the only thing I enjoyed. They had Caprice over and the DJ was an exSMKSJ student. The performance by some invited band was really really bad. Like, I know how the theme is Night Of Mayhem / Angels and Demons but they were singing SCREAMO/ METALLIC songs.More like shouting or screaming over the microphone than singing. It was hard to even talk to the person next to me.

Izreen! We're tell things because we see each other every week for tuition.

Keenan! Classmate for two years.


Sasidaran. (': Friend since Standard 1. Classmate for 4 years.
Adiba Iman cipap!


Hazim Zaki. Dulu sama bus (': . He's really cool la.


Hazims. Hazim Zaki and Hazim Halimi.


Khidmah. Also friend since standard 1.

Prestige Worldwide consisting Khidmah, Hazim,Nabeel and some other guy performed Slow dancing in a burning room. It was nice. Sasidaran won Prom King and Izreen was nominated best dressed. One thing I like about this is that, everyone remembered me and they still accept me. I left when I was in Form 1 and that was a long time ago. Some of my friends there were friends I made in form 1. But quite a number of my friends didn't go.

Prestige Worldwide

The opened the dance floor after the Prom Queen and King danced. The songs played were not that nice as some were repeated. Banyak Pit Bull. Left at 11.30pm. It was worth going since it's really hard to meet up with them. It's been about 4 years since the last time I saw them. That's really really really long.

Tony Moey Seng Leong. Masa Form 1, he was the Ketua and I was the Penolong.
We were both like crime fighting partners.Kelas bising gila omg. Our class got black listed and all. haha. Then both of us became prefects on probation.

Imamul!

Sze Mun. Also classmate from Std1 -3. She was one of the smartest in class.

Shiver Me Timbers

Just got back from the Senior Farewell Party. It was awesome, so much fun okay.I'll start from the beginning like every other posts.

Emeilee's been wanting to do this since like June or i dont know what month, so I just supported her as the bestfriend. Gave out my opinions and helped her make decisions.I would not take any credit for this party (okay, nak sikit la ) since she did most of the work. Kudos to Nadhirah also for being the persuasive one since she persuaded most of the people to come.I'm weak at that, persuading people is not my forte. We printed out about 70 tickets and alhamdulillah, thank god we managed to sell about 63 tickets.Emeilee, her parents and Nad were all paranoid thinking that no one would buy them or pay. Jeez, am I the cool,calm one among them? (Flap trained me well.)haha

Friends like Bryan,Seng Fatt,Acap,Ivor,Syakir were very supportive from the very beginning, thank you very much.NOTA volunteered to perform so did Amir. Khidhir was the first to pay, and we were surprised when he did you know, (':. We got the place for free since the owner was friends with Emeilee's parents. So you guys had to pay for the food, which was damn good okay.Chicken carbonara, pan dory with lemon butter sauce, mixed veggie, fried rice and lamb chops, free flow of ice lemon tea and fruits for dessert.

Emeilee picked me up at 2.45 pm yesterday. Kinda felt a bit sad and half hearted to leave since Mummy was about to arrived home in 20 minutes time and I missed her and also because at first Nad wasn't sure if she could go because her grand aunt was in the hospital and she was 'almost dying'.

So yeah. We bought balloons, picked drums from Nav and money from Nad's house.Picked Afiqah and her dad drove us to Friendz Restaurant. We set the things up. Put on the center pieces,posters and balloons up. We bought 20 balloons and all of them popped, leaving only 4. ): .


Got ready at 7pm and waited for people to arrived. Ivor and Ryan were the first two to arrive. Surprisingly, many of them found the place easily. For those who didn't, they gave us a call and I just passed the phone to Emeilee. haha. Took lots of pictures, Emeilee's dad was the photographer for that night. He took like 510 pictures. They'll be up in Facebook once I get them from Emeilee.


She wanted me to be the emcee for that night. I don't think I make a good emcee. But towards the end, I got more casual.Amir performed first before we had dinner. He sang this song from John Mayer, Jason Mraz and More than words. Everyone cheered for him. Dinner was great. Wanted to go for a second round cause I was really really hungry. ( Woke up at 12 pm, had Milo and chipsmore for 'breakfast') But the food was finished and whenever I went to check if they had restocked,it was empty.





After dinner, Em's cousin, Dzikri performed. They sang three songs. Everyone sang along.Oh, we played a game! We were suppose to put the required amount of hand and legs in the box and out everyone has to be in the box. The first two rounds, it was easy, I was teamed up with Acap,Eunice and Ann. The third round was hard. haha. We lifted and carried Acap's legs. We got second place. We competed with an all boys team ;Khidhir,Bob, Firdaus and Izzud. haha. They were upside down, turned around in every position. Some of the position in that game was so wrong la. Then it was the most anticipating performance ; N.O.T.A . We purposely saved the best for last. They say that Bunkface song, Situasi, Small things an they let me sing American Idiot. (': I even told everyone present that I was their manager. haha. Their performance bagus gila okay, you guys don't actually need the chinese boys for IU day dulu yknow.

Everyone joined in and sang American Idiot. Four to five people shared one mike. Everyone enjoyed themselves and that was all I would want to see. (': We gave out lucky draw in between NOTA's performance. Sarah Feeney won the body shop gift, Alisa wont the 3 days 2 nights stay at Cameron, Raidah won Borders' voucher and Adeeba wont the GSC vouchers. Hanie won best dressed and she deserves it. Complete set of a pirate. NOTA continued with American Idiot and I gotta feeling. haha. Burhan shouted out Taman Tun's cogan kata " We are the best. Who are we???? - TAMAN TUN!" haha. (': Promoted prom; PROM IS STILL ON. Check lah the blog for mroe details. Go la, I heard Caprice is performing. Afiqah drew a skull on my neck and initially I had an eye patch. But I lost it, it's with someone lah. haha . And I kept hitting Emeilee's dad. haha. Malu okay. I took off my heels when jumping, but when I wore them and walked around the wires, I hit everyone and almost fell. haha

We took group pictures and pictures with everyone. Packed out things, hugged everyone and said our goodbyes and left the restaurant at 11.30pm. Em sent me home. Omg , I had a great time la.

We laugh, we love.

Mum and Daniel left for Penang yesterday at 9 am. Leaving me alone at home. Decided to jog on the treadmill and chilled. Emeilee came to my house and waited for me to pray. We were suppose to meet the owner of Friendz Restaurant at 1pm but we were 1 hour late.

Okay, the place is like near Jaya 1 ( Cold Storage), the one that runtuh, and it's attached to Millenium Square. (ss14,PJ) Pandai pandai you guys find it, cause I really don't know where this is, but if you do need help in finding the place, give me a call.

We discussed about the PA System, decorations and menu. Had lunch there. Not bad okay their food. I can promise you guys good food for this Sunday, A hundred time better than Graduation's.
After lunch, we dropped by Nadhirah's house to get money to buy things. Nadhirah is in charge of the money and whoever is going. Emeilee's like the head and I, as their bestfriend give our opinions and such. It's hard because I have to think to make decisions.

A few houses after Nad's house Emeilee's fifteen year old kancil broke down. It wouldn't start at all. She called he dad and we waited. Thank god he was nearby and thank god the car broke down in Taman Tun and not in Tesco, cause initially Emeilee wanted to go straight to Tesco .

So the dad dropped us at Tesco while he had his lunch at Burger King. We bought golden coins and three bottles of water.Emeilee was suppose to send me to Sophie's house since I had no other transport to get there, but since her car broke down, I told her to send me home first and I asked Ronnie to fetch me.

Ronnie fetched me at 5.40pm, while waiting I sat in the porch, reading my book. It's been so long since the last time I read a good book. It was a good weather, wasn't too hot, windy and sunny, very calming actually.

Sophie and I were both very excited to see each other. I miss her alot la and a lot has been going on in her life! Went straight to her room and she quickly changed into shorts while talking to me.We talked till 7.30pm and had dinner. Marissa was at Grandma's house, I haven't seen her in a long time too. Sophie and Kayra are the vainest people in the family okay. Especially little Kayra. She's only 5 and she ENJOYS taking pictures. So, that's what we did. Hehe.

"Niesha, I wish you were my sister, and Asyraf was my brother. I want you to live with me"

"Niesha, I love you Niesha. You are my bestfriend"

Sophie was calling me Sayang, Kayra then whispered to my ears and said ;

N-n-n-iesha, don't let Sophie call you Sayang.
Why not?
I don't like it


Niesha, my boyfriend's name is Andrew.
Hmm, okay. Do you love him?
No. I like him.

* SEE EVEN 5 YEAR OLDS KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOVE AND LIKE.

I taught her Biology. I told her that the clavicle was the scapula and I did not realise until Uncle Coco corrected. Shit, I taught her the wrong thing. But the rest, Patella,Humerus ,Radius and Ulna was right. Can't get that one wrong kan. And she remembers them .Clever girl.
Sophie webcammed with Asyraf while I played with Kayra. I enjoy playing with her. Wait, it's not exactly playing. She bullies me okay. She's too cute to resist lah. That night, something was wrong with her, she went a little bit pornographic okay. haha. Took my bath at 12.30am and we watched The Ugly Truth. Fell asleep watching it. Movie ended at 3am. I fell asleep after talking to Soph when she was on the phone. I make noises in my sleep and I never hear myself nor realise the noises I make. This morning Soph told me that I made noises and she was freaked out by it, she said Asyraf could hear it over the phone. MALU GILA OKAY.

Woke up several times but went back to sleep until it was 12pm. Tak pernah bangun at 12, so it was a first. Brushed my teeth, washed my face and went down for brunch. Had nasi lemak and I finished the whole packet. :O Took a bath at 3pm befoe watching 500 Days of Summer. I kinda like this ; lazing around, bathing late, short Saturday. I mean If I was at home, I'd bathe the normal time I do. Like after PMR last time I thought I was too disciplined and I wanted to loose myself a lil bit, I didn't take my night shower. haha. But not everyday la.

I didn't quite like the movie. It was very silent and pity Tom Hansen. Sat in the living room with the whole family. Grandma came over for dinner, Sophie played the piano. I looked at Uncle Coco and I saw Dad. )': I miss my father la. Right now, Mum's in Penang, Dad's in China and Abang's in Singapore. I'm home alone. I do not like this. ( Last year nak sangat home alone). Okay la, but the family seperated, being in 4 different places, 3 different countries = NOT COOL. Also, got no one to teman me. Aunty Zaf asked me to stay for another night since the house was empty, but Mum wanted me home cause she wants me maid to be at home.( The maid slept over aunty zaf's house too. haha )After dinner, we read GMH. Both of us cried a little bit. While reading it, I had my father on my mind. )':

Uncle Coco sent me home at 9.15pm. The house was dark. Went up and locked the door. I'm watching another movie tonight.I love my family.(: I am really grateful to be brought up this way. I am glad my father does not allow his children to be in boarding school, we're so close to each other, we love each other. I'm glad to have my mother constantly reminding,teaching and advicing me about life, love. Thankful to have an older brother that believes in me, loves and cares for me and someone to give me smart comments about the things I do. A little brother who has a good heart. Cousins,uncles and aunts that are all close and protect each other.

♥

Let us be in love

Last night I finally watched The Notebook. It was so so sad okay. I think Ive watched it before, but I cant remember. Anyway, I like the way Noah just looks at Allie when she's happy, laughing. It's like he really appreciates her you know. Cause like in reality most people only starts appreciating things once we've lost them right? And the best thing is that they were in love till their last breath. He never gave up on her, she is the first thing he looks for. So sweet okay. )': They look so compatible for each other.

Mrs.Womg invited us over to her house for some pot luck party since she really liked our class. Only a few of us could make it, it was done on our usual tuition time. Food was good. Mrs.Wong made potato salad and sausage buns. Eleena brought fried pasta. (:We played Pictionary. It was my first time playing it. It was actually fun, haha. Went back to Nad's house for a while since Mum was out too.